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Well today is a wonderful day, indeed.
The rain is beautiful <3
I fuck love every second of it
[And hoping there's no practice tonight haha ]
Last night, Me Michelle and Tiff watched Drop Dead Fred and me and Michelle, did some stuff.
Yeah.
Chris called me.
Yes Christopher C Capie.
He slept at Mario's so we all talked for a while.
Yeah. School today.
Last day. Tomorrow's my regents. Ohmigawd ^_^
I'm scay-rid but I think I'll do well. With my practical grade [ 22 out of 23 ] the highest grade I need tomorrow is 50.
Hopfully I can pull it off
Yeah.
Anyways, recently I was introduced to Ryan's lovley sister Simone.
She's so awesome I feel like I can really talk to her about alot. She's cool and very very pretty :)
I have her talking to Mike. Which is exciting because they are getting along well and that's definatly a plus. Yay for them
Anyways. Yeah.
That's my life.
Bleh.
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[23 Jul 2004|08:52pm] |
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Hmm. Last entry in this journal. That's right ; I've made a new one. Thank you Delia <3
The new journal is _tAinteDxl0ve on LiveJournal.
Add me! :D Thanks a bunch <3
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[20 Jul 2004|10:14pm] |
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Yeoo.
I just got home.
I went to school today and me and Kurt came back to my house. We did... whatever till like 7? Then we got dressed and I dropped him off. Then Ott called me to meet him in town so I went.
I met him and we just walked and whatever. We went to the Train Station and saw Jen and Nicole so we talked to them<3
Then they left and Steve Warren came. Me him and Ott walked to the dumps and then back to Nameless and then waited to get picked up in front of the Movies. Ott's ride was on his way and Michelle came. She picked up me and Steve and drove him home and now I'm here.
I went outside and talked to Collette my mom and Anthony. Now I'm in here doing nothing. Whatever.
Greg and Tracey fucking hate me for no reason at all. I can't get upset because they'll just always hate me. Whatever. I still love them <3
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Ahh yes.
The BBQ de Robert Goldstein <3
Lol. Fun with those fuckers as always.
Me, Jame, Greg, Bri, Kurt, Tristan, Darryl, Mike, Ry, Rob, Dom, Caner, Terrence, Tom, Ott, Miguel. That's probly not it? lol
Anyways, we had fun. Just chillen outside BBQing. Good times<3
At one point, Jame Greg Bri and me went for a walk. It was EXACTLY THE SAME as it usta be. Us four, walking down the road by Pathmark. Laughing, yelling, hitting eachother, grabbing eachother, piggy-back rides. I love it all.
Jame and Greg don't hate me like I thought. But let me just say, Greg was VERY anti-social. At least to me. I mean we talked and I was happy because we were talking again but he was different. Hoenstly I think it's because when we usta hangout, it was us - together. And now that were not, I'm not used to it and it's upsetting me. That sounds horrible. Oh well, I'm waiting for him to call me later on tonight so we can talk. Hmm, what else about Greg ...
HE GOT SO INCREDIBLY GORGEOUS. Oh well, it's in the past. But at least I can say I have one more hot friend :o)
Jame, did not change at all haha. He's still adorable and making me laugh. He's the best. I love him <3
And Brian, pssh. He's like ..even more burnt now that he stopped smoking if that's possible haha.
Yeah. All in all, tonight was great. I had a wonderful time and I wish Brian didn't have to go back in a week. But we'll make the best of this =)
For now, I'm out <3
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[19 Jul 2004|06:55pm] |
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Hmm. So Erika & Nikki slept over? Yeah lol
I don't know what I did the next day. I think I helped my mom do shit. Then we went out to King Kullen for last minute stuff for the bangin party yesterday ;o)
Yeah. So yesterday I woke up and just chilled. Before I knew it, everyone was here for the party. It was me, Lauren, Darryl, Tristan, Kurt, Terrence, Rob, Mancini, Caner, Dominic, Meyn, Danny, Erika, Nikki, and BRIAN!!! I'm sure I forgot someone lol.
But OMG! My first guest was Lauren - go figure<3 lol.
So were just on the computer down here waiting for more people to come and all of a sudden my mom opens the basement door and yells "Brian's here!!!!!"
I threw the cordless keyboard and mouse and the phone I was on and me and Lauren darted upstairs. Lauren fell up the stairs and I tripped and fell into Brian, knocking down severel items and punching him in the face haha. I was so excited to see him!!!! OMG <3
Yess. I'm so happy he's here. Things aren't going exactly according to plan because of Jame & Greg but we can get into that later.
Basically, we just chilled around outside & in my room. It was fun ...for me anyways =)
As we got deeper into the night. Alot of people left. Basically it was down to me, Lauren, Rob, Darryl, Tristan and Terrence. Terrence snuck me and him a beer =) And John got Lauren one. So we did that. Brian and Kurt walked to Greg's.
Wanna hear something funny? Half the people here yesterday were to see Brian, the other half was to see my sister. Sweet right? <3 Yeah - no.
Jame calls me asking if Brian's there yet. I'm like, yeah - he is, but don't come just for Brian because incase you forgot, me and you were best friends, too.
So yeah. He was jsut like, whatever. So he didn't come. When Kurt and Brian walked to Greg's to try and get him here, he refused to come out and said he didn't like me? Yeah. Very nice.
It's funny, these were my BEST FRIENDS and they pull such ridiculous shit. I mean, am I wrong? Seriously. Ok I understand they wanna see Brian but they'd be lying if they said that the 4 of us together every second last year/summer wasn't amazing. I guess it meant more to me.
Yeah. Anyway. Kurt came back and it was down to just me, Lauren, Kurt, Tristan and Terrence.
Lauren left & so did Tristan. Me Kurt and Terrence went in the pool. Good times<3
Then Terrence left and before I knew it, all Michelle's friends were gone. OMG before I move on;
I love John Pilosi <3
Very very much.
He left me the cutest messege.
About loving me and wanting to have sex with me and then said "W ell anyway, I love you DeAnne, your the most amazing little sister we know and we love your sister and I love you!!" And it made me cry <3
Ah. Ok anyway.
They all left.
Me Michelle and Kurt went to the bank so Michelle could give in all her money. Then we came back here. I made up the bed for Kurt. [Heslept over] Except we didn't do much sleeping haha. We were up till fucking like 6 am. Only to wake up in a few hours for stupid school. Gay.
Yeah. Then today we went to school and came back here. Did whaever then drove him home. Then Me and Michelle went tanning and came back home for a little.
Then me Michelle and Mike went to Looney Tunes for some stuff. I got Hawthorne Heights<3 and an Atreyu poster. Oh god, I'm too hardcore for myself. Anyways, we went into Party City and Visited Sean and Jenny and Amanda. After that we went into Joanne's and I found the perfect fabric for a skirt but I didn't have anymore money so I gotta remember to go back and get that. We talked to Julie and I talked to Mary a little.
That's about it. I've been listening to The Killers all day and there so good. I'm like addicted<3 lol. Yeah. Now I'm probly gonna go to sleep since I have no friends.
Later<3
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Yoo.
Yeah. So. James asked me out last night. Without thinking, I said yes.
Then I realized, I love Ryan alot :D And I still have feelings for James but I'm so crazy about Ryan. <3
So I broke it off. And told Ryan how much I loved him..
Wow. I'm typing so awesome and I'm so high! Woo hoo ;
"..I dig music ......and I'M ON DRUGS!!!!!! "
Anyway. Yeah
Erika & Nikki are sleeping here. Tomorrow [Saturday] is The Rocket Summer show. I'm so excited!! =)
Confetti for TRS <3
Yeah. So Michelle drove me, Erika and Nikki to Tooker.
We met up with Ryan and Steve. Then we went to sevs for cigarettes.
We came back here and went in my room & just got so stoned. We were all paranoid just before we started and all of a sudden, I look out my window and there's a face.
Fucking Steve came in through my window. He's so cute<3
He came in and chilled with us. Then I snuck him out the back by distracting my dad. Now me Erika and Nikki are chillen w/ munchies.
Michelle and me just smoked 1 year old weed just to see if it worked, it did.
I swear over my life.
My mouth feels like it's about to fall off. Like where both my jaws meet, it feels like a hinge came loose or something.
Ah, poopy.
*playing video games*
Mom: Time for school
Stan: "Mom we can't go to school, Kyle has cancer!"
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Nigger: Ever hear of the Emancipation Proclaimation?
White guy: I don't listen to hip-hop!
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Ok so Caner & Danny came over. We stayed in my room and watched I Love The 90's. It's so cool because normally, I watch I Love The 70's or 80's and I don't know what there talking about. Now, I'm like, oh yeah! I remember that!
Yeah. It's cool lol.
So that's what we did.
Then Danny left and me and Caner stayed in my room. We decided to play a little trick on Michelle and her friends in the guest room across the hall[Matt, Tiff, Jamie, Nicole, & John.
So I go in there and whisper "Can I have a condom" KNOWING that they'll ask what I said and she'd tell them when I left.
She said no, as I expected to I walked out.
I went in my room and got on top of Caner. We just faked it and my bed is real squeaky so it was loud.
Bleh bleh. That banging took place for maybe an hour. Lol. He left and I go back upstairs and they pull me in the guest room. My garbage pale is in there and they are searching it for condoms. WTF lol.
We just ended up hanging out the whole time. Had a little "I Love The 90's" of our own except this was all about old-school online. Like "asl" and cybering and shit. It was great lol.
BTW - I told all Michelle's friends I didn't fuck Caner. She was the only one who didn't know. She was so bent outta shape though. It was so funny. OMG
Fun fun fun.
I'm off to find some food because I havn't eaten all day and then I'm gonig to continue to watch "I Love The 90's" until I absolutly necessarily have to go to sleep.[Can't forget school tomorrow =(]
PS - TRS <3 ? 4 days? Oh yeah. That's me =) <3
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Yo.
I'm chillen down here w/ Danny, waiting for Caner.
Today was so fucking hard. I worked outside in the rain.
I think I broke my back lol.
Yeah. That's it. Danny wanted to see how to post so I showed him lol.
The endddd?
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Well...
I went to Red Lobster and fell in love.
OMG.
I've never seen anyone this beautiful. Not even on TV haha.
[Note - I didn't really "fall in love" lol]
His name is James, he's 19. He's gonna be a chef. He's the cook at RL for now. He has his lip peirced in the middle and his ears stretched. Oh my fucking god. SO AMAZING<3
Me and my mom are outside for a cigarette waiting for the food to get there and she lights her cig backwards haha. And James comes out and goes "Do you by any chance have anotther cig?" And my mom's like.."No! So anyway, DeAnne.." I'm like, "Mom! Don't be rude! I'll go inside and get your whole pack.." And she's like no I think he'll be fine. And he's like "Thanks anyway." *sad face* And walked inside.
Oh my god
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH
<3
I'm going to Red Lobster every day of my life until he stops working there. In that case, I'll stalk him at his new place of business.
Woo hoo.
He's amazing.
Wow.
<3
**11:49 edit**
I forgot to post the funniest quote of tonight, made by Michelle.
Me: He's the chef, huh? How about we send our waitress in there to send out James and tell him that there's a problem with my clams. And then He'll be all "I'm sorry. Let me take that in back and make you a new plate.." And then I'll be like "How about I come back there and show you how to make my clams ...and then he'll make my clams, eh
Michelle: And then he'll give you crabs, eh?
Ok it was funnier when it happend. Isn't that always the case? Jeez la weez <3 Later
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Hola!
Well, I woke up and drank my coffee.
Immediatly after I finished, I put on my suit and some crappy shorts & shirt.
I jumped in the pool just to start my day.
Basically, I painted my enitre porch today. I think I got more paint on myself than the porch haha.
It came out really nice, for what's done of it anyway.
Tomorrow me and my mom are gonna finish up and get moving on our next project.
If you know me, you know my mother and how she tries to have like deep conversations and the strangest times.
I'm sitting down, painting on one side and she's on the other. I'm covered in paint and all stressed out. She goes "So Dee, who's your true love" And I was just like .."Mom, what the fuck are you talking about?" And she's like "DeAnne if I know who your true love is, you must know." And I said "Mom, I'm 14, and as of now, I'm not in love - I don't think" And she's like "......It's Tristan. DeAnne, he's such a nice boy why don't you give him a chance!?"
I'm like "Mom!! Why don't you tell him that. He doesn't see me that way. Were like best friends, and even if I may want more, I'm happy being friends with him because as you said 'he's a nice boy' "
And she's like, well then why do you guys always hangout?! I'm like jesus mama-mia. Haha. It was really funny but after the conversation ended I thought about it. Little things like that upset me. Just the fact that my mom can see things the way I do and see them as perfect as I do. Things jsut suck.
I've got to be the most confused person right now. I don't know who I am or what I want to be. I'm confused because people see me as such a terrible person and I honestly don't know what I do wrong. I mean I don't even talk to anyone. I barley go out and when I am out, I'm so nice and polite to everyone. Sometimes it's sickening. I don't want to turn into a bitch but if I'm getting walked all over and treated like shit all the time for being nice, I might as well get walked over for a reason. (being a bitch)
Whatever. I gotta "find myself" I need to know who my friends are. I'm so confused about everything. My family, myself, my friends, Tristan, other guys, school. I'm just a mess. I wish there was a way I could figure all this out.
Like I do good in school and that leads to finding myself and finding myself leads to finding a boyfriend who likes me FOR ME and thaaattt leads to finding friends. Everything would be so much easier if I didn't feel so alone. And if I knew who my fucking friends are because as of now, I feel like I have none.
WHAT FUCKING EVER <3
I'm going out to eat with my family. Sea-food =) Fucking Italians<3 Haha.
Later
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How much longer will it take to cure this?
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
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Well.
I havn't updated in forever. Kinda? Lol.
Yeah. Uhm, basically I've been at summer school & hanging out with Kurt after.
Let's see. Last night I went to town.
It was me, Dominic, Mancini, Meyn, Caner, Jen, Sarah, Nicole, Tristan, Tom, Ott, Danny, Terrence, Steve, Frank, Jimmy, Dave, Dan, and probly some other people.
Chris and Mario were there. Me and Mario made up =)
I was being a total bitch to Chris. Yet again. It's so wrong and I feel bad as the words are coming out of my mouth but at the same time I feel like I'm accomplishing something and I really just can't stop myself from saying the things I say.
Me and his conversations consisted of, "Go away, your a fucking asshole" And stuff like that. It's actually kinda funny in a way but whatever. Who cares. Not me?
Yeah. So last night was good. We got really drunk which is always fun lol. I came home, called Lauren, then passed out.
I woke up at like 11:30-12:00 and made a deal with my mom. If I help her clean and get ready for the huge party here, Sunday, I'll get 100$
That's good. I need money =)
So I basically helped her with shit all day. We took a few dips in the pool to cool down and breaked to BBQ. That was it. Before I knew it, the day was over.
Lauren came over at like 7:45? We just chilled. Yeah. She left maybe about a half hour ago and now I'm here, bored. Waiting for the "OK" to call Ryan. Yeah.
I'm tired. =(
Ya know you'd think I'd have more to say because I havn't really been talking about much. Nope, not me. This is my life. Plain and boring.
Later
Oh PS - Who's seeing TBS @ Looney Tunes? Oh yeah, me<3
PSS - Brian comes in 7 days. When I wake up, it will be 6 days. And I'll continue to count the days until I see him again<3 Sleeping at Greg's Saturday probly. Yay<3 Confetti for old times! <3<3
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Margarita in one hand, typing with the other...
Ya know it's no one's business but mine but in a nutshell :
I got in a fight with Mario. We never fight. Ever. The fight was over something, in my opinion, stupid and definatly not needed.
I don't want to "sink into self-pity" but if you know me at all, my life well - years since about 4th grade, have been nothing but pain. One event resulting in pain after the other. And I realize I sound like no one hurts but me but honestly, that's not it at all. My friend's have been through some painful shit, as well.
Wether the pain is caused from my experiences or my friends. Pain for my friends hurts just as bad. Sometimes, even worse.
I feel like all I ever do is lose my friends. For whatever the reason, they are there and then BOOM, I'm alone.
It sucks because the truth is, I let myself hurt more than I should. I guess I'm somewhat of a "push-over" Take Chris for example; c'mon, no matter how much I bullshit, everyone knows that there's something that's keeping me from being 100% over him.
Mario and Chris were like brothers and they still are, and Mario was still the only one who supported me through it completly.
That meant alot to me. Sometimes I don't show my appreciation to my friends as much as I should which is probly why I lose them. But I don't know what I'd do without him or my other friends.
Now me and Caner are fighting, too. I can't lose him - again. You all know what that shit did to me last year.
Have you ever cried, because your crying?
I always let things upset me, wether signifcant or not. I'm always upset about something. I realized that's who I am. And if I were someone else, I wouldn't want to know someone like myself. Maybe I do sink into self-pity. I do it unknowingly. I honestly don't want sympathy, I don't want other people trying to help me get better. Sure, it helps, but I'll always be this way unless I deal with my own bullshit. It's not fair to my friends and it's not fair to me.
Just before, when me and Mario "concluded" the fight, I ran in my room crying.
[Concluded being my away messege =/]
Crying hysterical. I wasn't sure why because I didn't feel like either of us did anything wrong in this conflict. But I know Mario and I know how he is when he's upset. I can't stand him when he's like that. Not because I don't want to, but because I can't imagine someone like him being hurt. It doesn't make sense in my head for Mario to be anything but happy. And the image of him reacting how I did[which he probly didn't] popped into my head. Just the thoguht of him in any pain made me cry. I couldn't stop crying because I was crying. Because of Mario. And because of all these conclusions I came upon by myself. I cried, despartely, because I couldn't stop crying.
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I just want all my friends who ever reads this to know that everything they've done for me is VERY much appreciated. I only wish I could do some of the things you've done for me for you. But unfortuneatly, it seems that every time I try to help something, I make it worse.
And I don't know why. I would say that I'm a good, caring person. I never mean any harm or wrong. But sometimes the things I do to myself in place of other's pain, ends up making the situation ever worse than before.
Basically:
I'm sorry. I really don't want to lose any more of my friends.
I know that sometimes it gets hard to deal with someones shit for so long but that's what friends do
They deal with the person and never explode because they are "fed up".
Without drama and rough times, where does a friendship even stand?
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yo man!!
summer school went fine. my class is kinda cool. it's me, kurt, mancini, meyn, britt, ott and a few other decent people. it's not so bad, saffren's being nicer so it's cool
after school, me and kurt walked from the JHS in this heat back to my house.
we chilled & played guitar and ate and whatever and then michelle decided she wanted to go to the mall.
so me her kurt & nick went to the mall and now were @ some verizon store.i took a picture of kurt with some phone and set it as the backround/ it's pretty fun here. and im using this fucking laptop and i'm having trouble typing lol.
it's pretty funny because i decided to update since i couldn't get AIM so i go to livejournal.com and some other chick posted.
funny shit
i'm out now to see what else this comp. does. later
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Ok so all day yesterday I just kinda chilled around. Mostly outside with my mom and Collette & Anthony.
Anthony's been here since saturday for Collette's birthday and just left like the middle of last night. Well, good. After I while, I get sick of how happy they are.
*shoves finger down throat*
Yeah. I was sooo bored last night, also take into consideration it was my last night of summer.
Yeap, that's right, summer school starts today! Woo hoo
Thumbs up for me being stupid =(
So Vinny called and wanted me to go bowling. Aw. I miss my husband :( <3 Ehh, but I didn't go. I chose to spend my evening at Lauren's since she went away for a week on Y/L and the day she got back, went away for a week Upstate.
We havn't been seeing much of eachother. What ev. We had fun last night though. Watched some fireworks that Zack was lighting off.
Eileen made me a braclet<3<3
........and then hit me haha.
Yeah. I came home and talked to Sarah and Tristan and a whole assload of summer. I refused to sleep. I just wouldn't. And I swore I'd lock myself in my room so they couldn't make me go. But instead of my great plan, I went to sleep like 1:30 and woke up, an hour early and got ready.
Yep! That's me. Mrs. Smooth. Haha. I thought summer school started @ 8:55 ............so I woke up at 8.
IT'S 9:55 !!!!!!!!!!!
So now I'm sitting here trynna kill time. Mom wants to get on. See you at school !!!!
Oh wait, nevermind, your not going because you have a brain!!!!!!!!!!
Good news, thought!!!!
Brian arrives in : 11 days
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Yo.
So yesterdayy...?
I don't remember what I did lol.
Uhm, oh yeah. Well I woke up at like 1:30ish?
I chilled for a little while and then showered & got ready for the day.
I bought all these hair products so my hair would come out how Mandie made it when I straighten it.
I straightend layer by layer. I have to say, all was going well till I was done with the 1st layer lol. I didn't know how to take the second layer. At least not on my own head so I just kinda let it all down and straightend it for like 2hours.
I finally finished getting ready and put on my new pink hat =)
I went outside to hangout with the family. [Collette's bday & July 4th]
Me, Mom, Dad, Collette, Anthony, Gma & Gpa, Uncle Craig, Uncle Wayne & Charity. It was good.
We just hungout outside & BBQ'd.
Well, they did lol. As they ate their BBQ'd cute animals<3, I ate a kinish lol.
Yeah. Then Caner called and told me to go meet them.
So I walked to Caner's, a block over, and met up with him, Ott, Denver, Danny, Meyn, Mancini, & Ribecca.
After a while, John left and the rest of us sta in the middle of the road and watched his neighbors do fireworks.
We were all bullshitting around. Caner's family outside & were all slippin Gin into our drinks haha. It was funny.
Everyone's all loud and laughing and having a good time. Then I call you could call it the "finale" started. It was about 10 minutes long of non-stop beautiful fireworks. One after another. I noticed their voices all faded away. I was sitting at the end between Denver and Caner. I look @ Denver, who's nomrally yelling all the time lol, and he was staring up. I looked next to me the other way, everyone was silent - staring up at the sky.
It was so amazing. The fireworks were beautiful, my friends are beautiful. It was a beautiful night all together. Filled with laughing and good times.
All of sudden, 667578 cops cars come, fire trucks, and ambulences. They all come out in their stupid uniforms. They think there so fucking cool in those things. Then they stand there with someone's house hose and put out a little small fire in the middle of the road.
It's not even like it was dangerous I mean the road was closed off for the block party. But whatever.
Yeah and the cops yelled at us that the partys over. At this point, Randys here and so is Megan, which may I addd is my new best friend =) Haha.
Yeah. So we moved onto Caner's driveway. Add hiding our beers and stuff haha. Oh yeah, Dominic came, too lol.
Yeah. Cops finally left and Denver ran to someone's house on the street and stole an unopned bottle of wine<3
We popped it opend and I'm sitting there, holding this huge bottle, and drinking it.
The guy from the house comes over. Megan's like "PUT IT DOWN!!"
I put it right next to me on the floor and the guys standing over our huddle askign where it is, saying he knows we have. How he didn't see it was beyond me lo.
Meg pretended like she was putting fireworks in her bag and put the wine in their and walked down the block. Caner went inside to wait for his parents to fall asleep so he could come out again.
The rest of us [Me, Denver, Danny, Ribecca, Meg & Randy] Walked to Forest. I was gonna sleep @ Denver's or something but then my mom called demanding I'm home in 10 minutes. This was like ..12:30. Fucking my last night of summer[summer school starts tomorrow], 4th of July, and I hafta be home early? B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T.
Yeah. I said Goodbye and walked home.
I went to sleep. Now I'm here.
Bye.
Oh PS - Me and Ryan ended ..us lol. We realized us going out is a little dumb because we don't know eachother well enough so were just gonna hold off. We left it as us still liking eachother..alot. And were just waiting. Were both happy with the agreement. <3<3
GOOOOOOOOODDDBYEEEEEEE =)
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SEVEN.OH FOUR.OH FOUR
<3 denver..
..randy <3
<3 caner..
..mancini <3
<3 danny..
..meyn <3
<3 john..
..deanne <3
ALWAYS <3
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